人生如戏

电影里的情节，发生在亲人身上。
身边的人都不能接受。
对一个快乐的家庭来说，何尝不是打击？
你的疼痛，我们束手无策。
你的坚强，看在我们的眼里更加心疼。

愿主聆听我的祷告，减轻你的痛苦，开心的享受剩下的日子，安心的离去，不带有任何遗憾。

天下无不散的筵席

走进房间，顿时空了一半，红了眼眶，不争气的眼泪夺眶而出。
虽然住在同一个房间已经有一年半之久，感情却在这半年培养出来了。

天一亮，Elen 和 Shirley 便要离开了，好舍不得。
一起说笑。
一起打闹。
一起gossip。
一起玩乐。
一起赶功课直到天亮。
还没分离却已思念。

这半年的回忆是美好的。
没有你们，我是孤独的。
因为你们，我是幸福的。

感性的一夜。

脆弱的友谊=现下的自在

友谊可以是脆弱的。庆幸的是，没有看重这份友情。现在感情破裂反而开心，毕竟一开始便对她没好感。没人可以烦我，吵我，跟我，spy我，大眼溜溜看着我吃东西，听她说朋友的坏话。活得挺自在。解脱了。=)

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谢谢她让我见识到什么是墙头草。该给她的演技拍拍手么？=p

Fak Mang Zhang!!!

I AM FREAKING TIRED!!! FEELING SICK TOO ToT

Stayed up late for few weeks. All the sickness popped out. Chest pain, headache, stomachache, gastric, muscle pain...
Tonight, facing with 2 lappy, drawing + rendering come together.. So worry that they can't afford.. Click Click Click.. And my finger cramped.. This is the 2nd time after 2 days ago. Sigh....

wooo~~ yeahhh~~ goalll~~ *clapping hands*
How I wish I can relax too =(

Happy Bday Collin

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COLLIN HII ^^
Specially design for him =)

love u owes ^^

情

msn和他谈了两个小时，前一个小时半都在说着废话。好久没这般轻松的谈话，很舒服，没有任何包袱，没有任何尴尬，什么都聊，仿佛回到了5个月前。而最后半个小时，谈回了之前的感情问题。

你毫不犹豫地问，我却婉转的问。最后索性不问，我害怕你的答案，可是，你看是看透我的疑问，坦白地述说你的答案。原来，我爱得太快了，也太多了。原来，你对我的，只是好印象，没有任何感情因素存在。原来，只有我当方面喜欢你。没有眼泪，只有悲伤。

你问，为何single but unavailable? 我简单的说，只要爱上了，没那么容易放下。

其实，一方面，还在等。等一个奇迹，等感情慢慢淡忘。另一方面是觉得，爱人很累。时不时揣测对方的心情和想法，做任何事情都要顾及对方的感受，动不动想念对方，思想，感觉，所有所有全都被对方牵动着，没有了自己。不喜欢这样的自己，害怕这样的自己，所以我选择当个很自己的自己，不被爱情捆绑的自己。

佩服你的坦荡，直接表明自己的感受和态度，不遮遮掩掩。我没办法将所有的事情，所有的情感都摊开来讲。暂时性隐藏住当下的伤感，嘻嘻哈哈结束我们的对话。抱歉，我保留了。不希望你再对我有所愧疚，不奢望你在对我弥补什么，只希望我们的相处方式能回到轨道上。

说实话，有哪个女生不希望陶醉在充满爱情的世界里？可是，我害怕失去自己，更害怕失败的爱情。或许你会说“22岁罢了，多的是时间，慢慢来啦，这个不好，下一个肯定更好。你一定可以找到的。” 一定吗？有保证合约吗？22了，不再是做错事道歉认错便可解决的黄毛丫头，距离30也只剩8年，还有多少的岁月可以蹉跎？真希望家人和好友能永远陪在我身边。只有他们能令我有存在感，只有他们才让我感受到我是被呵护被疼爱的，也只有他们能让我觉得在这世上我是幸福的。

Window profile picture 是时候换了。今晚不做功课了。看看康熙吧。调调郁闷的心情。

10th June Dawn

Worked on black screen with colorful lines from 5p.m. yesterday to 9a.m. today..
Woohuuu... Called me ironwoman pls XD

Master piece by Shirley, my dearest roomate.
Yes. Another ironwoman.. =P See.. The place we worked on for our final.
Sunrise~~~~~~~ Some are still awake..

The Sunday, Monday and Tuesday

6th June (Sun)

Leven's birthday celebration at Poco Restaurant, Bangsar.
Met up ex-classmate, Nat and Louis as well.
More like a small gathering.
Here are the pictures.

Pimple face. Result of being a night owl.

Menu was printed on clothes. Handmade by the owner.

Creamy green tea. Not as creamy as I thought. Nice.

Omelette rice with curry. RM11.80
Japanese curry with a little sour taste. Thumb Up.

Homemade bags by taukenio.

Pictures hang all over the wall.

Comics were printed on clothes.

Painting by tauke.

Little cute homemade deco item. On Sale!

Go green =)

Curtain as divider to separate toilet and dining area.

Warm atmosphere. Romantic indeed.

The birthday boy!

It's time for pictorial!

Little Claire.

Louis with his new shirt.

Memories. ^^


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7th-8th June (Mon & Tue)
Went to Leo's house to do assignments.
Eugene joined us too.
A great day indeed =)

Indo "Kimchi"

Sambal prawn cooked by Leo's mummy.

The chefs.

I was hanging around, making fun on them, waiting for the food.

All are Indo food. Some are delivery.

After dinner, chit-chatting in room.

Eugene: Wow.. My sexy back!
Er chui betul =.='''

Leo's twin brother. Kesian him.

Okay, the thing I wanna mention here is, Leo's curtains are pretty nice and romantic!!! Love the ribbon.

Happy-ing

Quite happy today. Due to:
1. Had a kepo session with Leo and Gene after class. Scheduling our time table. Planning our trip before bye bye to each others. Okay, it's kind of wasting of time. Somehow, did release my stress after the mango ice smoothies.
*Grin*

2. Schedule has been confirmed. 25th June (Fri) - Final Presentation. 6th July (Tue) - External Review + Exhibition. 25th July (Sun) - Convo
*Smile*

3. Daddy agreed to let me work in Singapore after graduated.
*Big smile*

4. Booking tickets for family. Two little eng tao brothers are coming too. 23rd-26th July. Long time have no family vacation! Even it's only at KL, I mean so much for me.. ^^
*Smile widely*

5. Mummy agreed to let me go Shanghai EXPO!!!! Awwww.... I LOVE YOU SOO SOO SOOOOO MUCH!!!!!
*HAHAHAHAHHAHAH*

Like I memang can graduate. HAHA.. If I put more effort during this two weeks, work harder, sleep less, drink more Brands, take more candies, less fb, talk less, bath more, for sure can finish everything before the deadline. Kan? XD

Wish me good luck =)

张靓颖 - 如果这就是爱情

歌词

你做了选择 对的错的
我只能承认 心是痛的
怀疑你舍得 我被伤的那么深
就放声哭了 何必再强忍
我没有选择 我不再完整
原来最后的吻 如此冰冷
你只能默认 我要被割舍
眼看着 你走了
如果这不是结局 如果我还爱你
如果我愿相信 你就是唯一
如果你听到这里 如果你依然放弃
那这就是爱情 我难以抗拒
如果这就是爱情 本来就不公平
你不需要讲理 我可以离去
如果我成全了你 如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清 是我证明 我爱你
灰色的天空 无法猜透
多余的眼泪 无法挽留
什么都牵动 感觉真的好脆弱
被呵护的人 原来不是我
我不要你走 我不想放手
却又不能够奢求 同情的温柔
你可以自由 我愿意承受
把昨天 留给我

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唉。有必要这样吗？字字刺进心坎里丫。

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It's annoying that have to care about others thinking or mood when am freaking busy and stress. I have only little time to rest and have to keep myself awake most of the time to concentrate on my assignments. And I wish to have a quiet atmosphere to work on my thing.

So.. Sorry for ignoring you. Somehow I did feel guilty after all. Sien.. Soft-hearted..