Friday, December 13, 2013

I led us here.

I am tired.
You are tired.
We were both tired.


Thursday, October 31, 2013

没有伴侶的時候,即使是孤單,也可以很快樂。 你可以一個人走遍世界,結識不同的朋友。你也可以選擇下班之後,立刻回到家裡, 享受自己的世界。 一個人的孤單並不可怕。 最可怕的,是有了伴侶之後那份孤單。

Saturday, October 26, 2013

想歇斯底里大喊大哭
难道我不值得更好的?
是否注定悲哀?
好迷茫..
所有的不愉快
霎那间让我想往下跳的冲动
一了百了

好痛苦......

Saturday, October 19, 2013

给了你最好
却还是被怀疑
我还走得下去吗?

爱情真的有保鲜期

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

一心以为这是永远
但我又错了
无论多爱多珍惜
最终还是走到终点
爱得深
也伤得深

人来人往
我不过是个过客

Saturday, September 7, 2013

Seeing you sleep soundly...
Everything will be fine...

Monday, September 2, 2013

My existence causing problems to the family...
How sad for me to accept it...
She loves you too much... too much...

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Im fine..
Im good..
I can handle..
I can manage..
Im always strong..
Always..

Saturday, August 24, 2013

世上不如意的事十之八九
事情既然发生
气氛难过是难免的
但别徘徊在情绪里太久
骂过哭过发泄过
重新站起来
准备出击
给他重重的一拳
让看低你的人自打嘴巴
让关心爱你的人感自豪
生活不就如此?

Friday, August 23, 2013

犯了错
补不回

道歉?
哈哈哈哈哈

太自以为是了
是恶报

吞下来吧

说话时
打闹时
玩乐时
争吵时

不经意地'啧'
一瞬间厌恶的眼神
无意识地提高声量

我敏感?
对!
肯定是!

眼泪啊眼泪
乖... 别流了
微笑啊微笑
可别偷懒吖...

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

世上没有绝对的永恒
坚持现下幸福的感动
牢牢记住每一个时刻
不要遗憾自己的人生

Monday, August 19, 2013

下雨了
离开了
等待了
下线了

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

10 things make me happy

Having favorite kimchi soup

Take a break with hensem boi I love

Spin-spin-spin 

Simple yet nicey lunch 

Drinking with cute glass

Enjoying the best junk food 

Cooling down myself

Chilling during weekend

Ready to satisfy my tummy

Acting like a kid!


Thursday, August 8, 2013

唯一不给我压力
可以尽情做我自己
在一起时能完全放松
我爱这样的他
:)

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

有时候真不知道怎么沟通
讲越多越弄他生气
懊恼自己的愚蠢
多说多错
不多说了

Saturday, August 3, 2013

小幸福

看着他安安地静静地入睡
烦恼都烟消云散

Wednesday, July 31, 2013

喜欢没有界限的谈话
没有争吵
只有深谈

我更懂你了

真希望夜可以漫长些
让我拥有足够的时间
好好享受这个夜

炎炎午时
皮肤被太阳咬得火红
来杯清凉无糖的西瓜汁解解渴吧

Tuesday, July 30, 2013

当爱情变了质
能挽救吗?

以前再怎么糟
不都忍下来了
现在却处处钻牛角尖
容忍,迁就都蒸发了
不应该是这样

恋爱是甜蜜的
不应该是苦酸的

Friday, July 26, 2013

Never fall for someone...
Never again......

Tuesday, July 23, 2013

I think...
I'm asking too much....

8:00
收到电话通知.
预约3:30.
忐忑
紧张
继续画图
拼命画图
暂时赶走了紧张的情绪
虽然一开始告诉自己,别期望,却免不了那一丁点的希望

2:30
心跳加速
画完图了
再画

3:00
老板突然回来

平时又不见得你出现
有事时你挡我路
随便糊弄了一个理由,拿了包,走人

3:20
抽一抽
冷静冷静
静不下来
算了
费事搞到自己精神紧张,上办公室去

等一等
看看报纸
老板似乎在忙着
看看手机解解闷

3:40
面试开始!
一切都很顺利
虽然英文不是很流利
却也通顺
多亏了Sam,每天用英文沟通

面试40分钟
间断
清除
老板当场录用
娃哈哈哈哈哈
那滋味
爽啊!!!!!!!

我要换工了!!!
Buahhahahahaa

兴奋的不是换环境
而是面对更大更多更艰难的挑战

不想理会和同事的相处
不希望有再被利用的机会
不要搞到自己两面不是人
专心做工就好
只要赚多多钱
嘻嘻嘻

Monday, July 22, 2013

The more you expect, the more you disappointed. The more you like, the more you get tired. Let it be and the end.

Friday, July 19, 2013

停不下来
享受自在的飞翔
拒绝束缚
讨厌包袱

我是高傲的

Sunday, July 14, 2013

开不了口

忘了第几次你的质问
轻描淡写的带过
其实我怎会不想和你分享?
那是我们答应过彼此的
但是太多事发生在你身上
何苦加注更多的负担

好怕历史重演
好怕他跟前度一样
我真的怕

Friday, July 12, 2013

累爱

是我爱过了头?
牺牲的值得吗?
消耗所有精力付出
我能不求回报?
好累的爱情

Thursday, July 11, 2013

恋爱=金钱

所有的心思和花费都在他身上
情愿喂饱对方
迁就对方
加入了月光族
好久没血拼了
=(

谁说只有男生因为恋爱而花费

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

We are lost

Loving too much can b problematic when it hurts.... deeply.. we are suffocated. Everything we did, we think of the opposite side.. we gav watever we could. We did everything what we assumed the best... we can't control our heart.... it overflowed and things happened.... we are strayed from the path. You r not the one I met at the first stage. Neither me.

Deeper conversation?

The more we shared, the more we hurt.
Am lost......

Friday, May 31, 2013

Heart broken

No matter how much you drink, how many sticks you took, how long you cried for...
You know and you understand the issue..
Just that it can never be fixed..

Its dawn........
Nooo....
Its morning....

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

女人啊.何必呢?

"有了女友,可以分手. 结婚了,也可离婚."

沙巴的女生,我只能用两个字形容.
和好听是"敢"
难听点是"贱"

靠上有了女友或老婆的男子
不惜一切得到他
或许是瘦田无人耕,耕开人人争.

不该一竹子打翻,整艘船
但却是实实体会这让我大开眼界的文化

Monday, January 21, 2013

Hold back love

We talked.
We swam.
We holded.
We touched.
We hugged.
That wring the heart.
I dread to turn around.
Never daring to look.
Pretending I can hide up above.
Dodging around.
Daren't to come any closer.
Couldn't bare to hurt the feelings again.
Trying to be nice and strong, as he said.
Just stood looking at him from a distance.
Or....
I should have left....

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Life goes on

Pretend  to be happy,
talking a lot and laughing out loud,
so that nobody would know what's really inside.
But at the end of the day,
I always find myself all alone,
encountering the crucial truth that I'm too broken inside that not even a million laughter can take it away.

Everyone thinks I'm fine.
Some days even I think I'm fine.
But I'm not. I'm not fine at all.
But most of all, I'm just tired of being tired.