女人啊.何必呢?

"有了女友,可以分手. 结婚了,也可离婚."

沙巴的女生,我只能用两个字形容.
和好听是"敢"
难听点是"贱"

靠上有了女友或老婆的男子
不惜一切得到他
或许是瘦田无人耕,耕开人人争.

不该一竹子打翻,整艘船
但却是实实体会这让我大开眼界的文化

Hold back love

We talked.
We swam.
We holded.
We touched.
We hugged.
That wring the heart.
I dread to turn around.
Never daring to look.
Pretending I can hide up above.
Dodging around.
Daren't to come any closer.
Couldn't bare to hurt the feelings again.
Trying to be nice and strong, as he said.
Just stood looking at him from a distance.
Or....
I should have left....

Life goes on

Pretend  to be happy,
talking a lot and laughing out loud,
so that nobody would know what's really inside.
But at the end of the day,
I always find myself all alone,
encountering the crucial truth that I'm too broken inside that not even a million laughter can take it away.

Everyone thinks I'm fine.
Some days even I think I'm fine.
But I'm not. I'm not fine at all.
But most of all, I'm just tired of being tired.

想念是一种病

无时无刻的想念
再多的工作也阻止不了的想念
搭上了列车
却到不了终点站

我不适合恋爱
恋爱不属于我

张震岳唱得好
思念绝对是一种病
染上了
怎么也戒不掉

爱情?病了

无数男男女女为爱疯狂为爱痛心
进而演变成同性恋时代
是谁伤了谁
是谁造就这一切
你怪我不懂你的好
我埋怨你不疼惜我
开始的甜蜜
到后来的互相谴责
这并不是爱情理该存在的

为何摧毁如此唯美的爱情?

真我

额头高, 靠留海
肥胖, 靠宽松的衣物
每天不断的掩饰
疲倦了

盘上千万发丝
著着凉爽的背心
随心所欲
忽视眼神想法

不遮掩的感觉真的很棒

我敏感了!

前阵子,睡前双手不时瘙痒。
后来延伸至双肩。
不过一天的时间,背部,双脚,耳背,腰部,脸部,到后来的所有部位。
没来由的痒。
到心坎里去。

原来压力+睡眠不足爆发了潜在的敏感症。
无预警。没原因。
一时一时的痒 痒 痒 痒。

哭 T.T

What the hell is this?????

Everything is wrong.
Why?
People who work hard for been terminated.
Someone who loyal in love been dumped.
I don't get it.
What are we supposed to do?
Why it does happened?
What's wrong with it?
Doesn't anyone seeing this?
Why good one always suffered from the bad?
And bad one can just have their easy way?

16.10.2012

有问题却不解决
“我不知道” “我不懂” 来带过
恨透帮人擦屁股
擦完没任何感激

工作量根本不多
不过是多了几通询问产品的电话
直喊累，压力大
不能处理，但从不听却第三者的意见
情绪不稳，中招的也还是我

在自家公司做
委屈更多
好心给予意见，在顾客面前被辱骂
压抑怒火，不能开炮
处处顾及情谊
一而再的忽略
却得不到对方的心领

爱情怎么了

爱情怎么了
说深爱的，不只是一个
约定的一辈子，不过是瞬间的璀璨
终身的誓约，不也是一张脆弱的白纸吗？

“我爱你”竟变得肤浅

甜言蜜语
惊喜浪漫
物质供给
欲望填补


爱情
终究什么也不是

无形地弑杀
却为何戒不掉？