Hold back love

We talked.
We swam.
We holded.
We touched.
We hugged.
That wring the heart.
I dread to turn around.
Never daring to look.
Pretending I can hide up above.
Dodging around.
Daren't to come any closer.
Couldn't bare to hurt the feelings again.
Trying to be nice and strong, as he said.
Just stood looking at him from a distance.
Or....
I should have left....