JEN: December 2010

Friday, December 31, 2010

It's all about design!: 31.12.10 Restaurant at Tawau

按我按我！

前后花了6个晚上的时间，很久 =.='''
原本用vray rendered, 大失败。
只得用回mental ray了。

不是很满意。
老板要求运用common concept。
没办法了。
想尽办法设计得特别些，希望老板收货。

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

29.12.10

ishhh..
i hate this design....
y must we followed the trend?
y cant we have the ordinary one?

sigh...
client is owes the right.
wat to do?

render~ render~ render~!
in progressss!!!!

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

28.12.10

可不可以不要做工就有钱赚啊？
可不可以不要那么累啊？
可不可以不要那么辛苦啊？
可不可以掉钱下来啊？
可不可以有白吃的午餐啊？

Sunday, December 26, 2010

How to make love!
"First of all you have to learn how to calm down after heart break, second you have to learn that 90% give up will happen, after these 2 it is very easy! Just fall in love and say this "I love you", during that you will know love game rules better than past and you will know the real meaning of it....."

Hahaha....
It's kinda true.
Or maybe I should say, it's a truth.

When you are ready to love, you are ready for being hurt or to hurt as well.
After being hurt, are you ready to put your heart at risk again?
For those who already got hurt, first off, do they still have the same "virgin" heart left after being hurt terribly in love?
Secondly, if they think they got some "piece" of heart to give to someone else, aren't they going to destroy that wonderful person's life by never ever giving them the 100% of the "person" that they deserve?

Let's have a different perspective, viewing it from a perspective of riding a bicycle. When we first get on the bike, we fall down because we lose our balance, but we get up and try again and we fall again and sometimes with more scars and bruises than before, but we get up over and over again till we learn how to properly ride that bike.

Unfortunately, when we get involved in the game of love, some people refuse to let someone hurt them again so they remain distant and unattached. They refuse to let themselves get close to any one ever again.

I have been hurt too, and yes it is difficult to imagine loving again. Scared of getting hurt again but I have to have faith and believe that there are people out there who are real.
*more to an imagination*

I told myself, NEVER EVER put myself in a position to get hurt again. NEVER! But who knows?

“It's hard to pretend you love someone when you don’t but it's harder to pretend that you don’t love someone when you really do”

Pretending I am not caring, showing "not-my-business" kind of face, trying to be ignorance. Unless you make me smile, a real smile. Unless you are worth it.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

25.12.10

不想说话
不想交际
不想想话题
不想交朋友

问一句
应一句

抱歉了
真的真的不知道要加什么油添什么醋

一个人静静逛街
一个人静静坐在一旁看着其他人
很是享受
所以...
不要打扰我好么?
因为不知道该开什么话题
也不要气氛变僵

远离我kay?

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逃避
逃开眼神
逃开人群

一整晚
都在躲
看到有人试图想接近....
逃开......
眼神接触后....
立刻闪开回避......

人....因为到了某个年龄程,很多事情都会变....
只不过是早或晚的问题
而恰巧我是属于前者

静静躲在角落
本是低调,如今更是变本加厉
低到旁人可以直接忽略我
可我却乐在其中

是我病了么?
am i ready to be a loner?
the loner life is tough... unstable...
am i ready for tat?
nop for now indeed.

still.. hoping for caring, love and warm.

yes.. it checkered with contradictions.
hahaha....
i myself dont even know what am thinking of!